Birthday,Hari Raya and Independence Day

My birthday,came out to be same to normal day..
no present,no wishes through sms,no cake! (other than the fact that i make a cake for Raya)=.="
people are more eager to wish me through FB than sms..T_T
oh,maybe they actually dunno that yesterday was my birthday
and really rely on FB to remind them?ah,i dun care..XP
coz i do that too..hahaha..

My Raya, quite better..
what's better when i celebrate my raya in perlis is that i can go to perform solat sunat aidilfitri..
if it was in kelantan,blow my ears la,i never will be able to do so..huhu
but!what's not so good is that it's not fun!..wargh!..
the first day is so dull that i dun even really enjoy it..
for the first time i miss Ramadhan so much..T_T

My Merdeka,
i believe that this year will not be differ to those previous years..
celecration will never be more special than raya celebration n people will forget today is actually Malaysia Independence Day!

good night,and please anticipate for tomorrow..no,i probably won't post anything but tomorrow will be the last day of August..erk,is it special?i dunno,u decide..hahaha

Assalamualaikum..=D

the BEST birthday..

why?
because this is the 5th year i celebrate my birthday as a Cassiopeia..no?
because this the 1st year i celebrate my birthday at perlis..no?
because this is the 1st year i celebrate my birthday with my DBF..still no?
because this is the 2nd year i celebrate my birthday during ramadhan..also no?
because this is the 1st year i celebrate my birthday with my kembar Jung Mi Ra..?..almost there..=P

bcoz Jung Mi Ra called me on 12 jz now,and sang me a song!..
Winter Child..
i love that song!!<3<3<3<3<3

@Mira-nomu nomu nomu saranghae!..although kita xpenah jumpe,tp aku rse rapat sgt dgn ko..seyes syg ko sgt2..hehe..jeongmaaaall saranghaee!!..aku nak wat post special utk bedey ko..tunggu eh..hik3..

anyway,why this is the best birthday is because,3 BIG EVENTS are happening in 3 days!

29th-my birthday!
30th-AIDILFITRI!
31st-Malaysia's birthday!MERDEKA!

it may seem ordinary but celebrating my birthday with my twin and Cassiopeia family,is making it more special..^_~

p/s-my phone is still silent..FB dominates it all..-_-

baju raya dah siap n dilema raya..

tajuk dah menyatakan segalanya..
so,aku xde pe nak tulis..hahaha

anyway,
so,aku kuar g beli tudung kt zaleha tekstil td after dah dpt bju dr tukang jahit..
bju aku n my mom senang je dpt tudung..
adik aku punye kemain susah..tsk3..
last2 ktrg g crik kt kdai tudung kt slkoh nk p kfc tu..
sangat la TAK cantik tudung2 kt c2..huk3
wane yg matching ng bju adik aku cume tudung jenis syria,
dan dia sngat la xreti nk pkai tudung cam2..
aku apatah lg,xpenah tringin nk pkai pon..kui3
terima je lah n bila blik umah,dia xpuas ati ang tudung tu..ish3..
"maniskah kurma ini?" <--dialog dia bila tudung tu labuh sgt..haha
finally,dy g selongkar tudung2 mak aku,
then ade la 1 tudung matching,
bkn tudung wane ijau tp wane koko,sbb bju ktrg sume ade wane brown kt bwh..
n tone tudung tu kira same la gak ng tome tudung aku n my mom..
then,bru la dia tenang sket..hehe
klau xjmpe tu mahu esok plak aku kena meronda ng dia..
*signofrelief*

p/s-raya tahun ni kt perlis..tp lmbt blik sana,isk3..sbb kt sini nenek aku wat mjlis bkk pose 2hri sblm raya..hmmm..cmne aku nk pujuk abah ni?sian kt mak..dia pon nk bukak pose ng mak dia..*sigh*

alunan lagu raya..

Alhamdullilah aku dah sampai kat umah
ya,aku dah post banyak kali,maaf.
tapi ni versi tenang sket..
smlam tu terlampau happy sbb tu post pon macam hape jep..
hahahahahahaha
erm,=.="

masa aku tgh tunggu lrt smlm,
dia pasang lagu sudirman-balik kampung..
pergghh!feeling feeling feeling..haha
kawan2 aku yang balik arini pon mesti dengar jugak..hehehe..

ramai yang ckap --> "untunglaaaa"
ade gak yang cakap -->  "bestnye farahin,esok dah ade kt umah..."
tak kurang juge -->  "yay!bley shopping hari jumaat ni!xmacam orang tu,sape suh balik awal.."

ok,fine.

xkesah la an,tp yg penting aku dah ade kt umah..
wlopon terkilan sket sbb pose thn ni aku xsmpt nk jejak kaki kt jln TAR,jln tunku abdul rahman,jln chow kit n segala jalan2 yang ade kt KL nun,
tp xper lah..nak wat cmne jodoh jalan2 tu xde ng aku..huhuhu..

p/s-msg celcom offering bday present td dah smpai..
aku dah rply 'bday ya'..^_^

HOME SWEET HOME.

I'M HOME!
I'M HOME!!
I'M HOME!!!
I'M HOME!!!!
nampak sangat aku happy kan?
kalau xnampak lagi seyes aku tak tahu nak kate ape..
LALALALALALALALALALA~~~

BYE KL,HYE KLantan..
XPP

p/s-baru sampai kt umah.

Akhirnya.

2 hari yang penuh susah payah.
fuhh!~

penat mental penat fizikal..huk3..
esok boleh balik..hahaha

Kim Jun Soo Musical Concert.

barang baru barang baru!!..hahaha..
ye la barang baruuuu...
dun wori,murah je..ahaks!

nak tahu brape hinggit? klik kanan atas gambar..heheh

kat dalam..

kat blakang..hik3..

dia korean language with japanese,korean and english subtitle!..weeee~

xsabau nk tengok!..h0hoh0ho~

saya KECEWA.

sangat KECEWA dengan awak..
saya ingat benda-benda macam ni tak akan terjadi kpda awak..
saya ingat awak takkan buat..
saya SALAH.

awak dah berubah..
awak dah tak macam awak yang dulu..
saya sayang awak yang dulu..
awak yang sekarang dah mengecewakan saya..
saya tak mampu untuk pandang awak pon semalam
sebab saya betul2 KECEWA.
KECEWA.KECEWA.KECEWA.KECEWA.KECEWA
KECEWA.KECEWA.KECEWA.KECEWA
KECEWA.KECEWA.KECEWA.
KECEWA.KECEWA
KECEWA!

T_T

sharing is caring..ke?

dia ade masalah tapi dia tak nak share.
jemu saya tanya tapi dia cakap dia tak ade masalah.
tapi saya tahu dia ada masalah.
ape masalah dia tak nak beritahu saya masalah dia?
adui,masalah betul.

dia malu kot.

p/s-awak,saya tahu apa masalah awak,saya cuma nak awak luahkan,jangan pendam seorang-seorang.nanti susah hati..macam saya.

early birthday.

today is quite special..although it's quite pitiful..huhu

i got sooo much things to do today but only able to choose 1..T_T
1)break fast with DBF in Midvalley
2)break fast with Family in Shah Alam
3)meeting for discussion for assignments (of kos i reject!..=P)
4)went to national library looking for assignment's stuff (also rejected for i woke up late XP)
5)outing with Che Am (my friends from KMK)
6)no more i think..hehe

finally i decided,FAMILY FIRST! even though i extremely wanted to break fast with my DBF..huhu

but,i managed to meet them for a while b4 a went to Shah Alam..
finally i manage to meet Hani Xiah unnie n Naz Xiah unnie!..hahaha..our first meeting peeps!..hehe
around 4,i have to start moving..T_T

but!jz before i move,ade seorang makhluk Allah yang comey lagi baik hati serta jelita malah sempoi bg i bnda ni..dia cakap hadiah bedey..ahaks!.."awal lagi kak yana!..hehe"

later aorund 7.30,ade msg masuk tet teet teeet..

waaa..kek bedey!..
nomu2 saranghae nae Dong Bang Gajog!!


p/s-dorg panggil saya Ayin..=.="

bedey tahun ni sgt special..
29 Ogos..last day of Ramadhan..^_^

ke Shah Alam lagi.

kalau aku pergi lagi kali ni,memang cukup!
cukup aper?cukup cukup..hahaha..ok,bengong.

1st week puasa,adik ak dr johor dtg,so,abg aku suggest kitorang g tido kt shah alam,bley bkk pose ng k.Dila n Linda n c.Su n sume..pstu esoknye bley la g pasar tani..h0hoh0ho~

2week puase lak,pak cik aku kt putrajaya lak wat bukak pose..aku sbgai anak sedara yang mithali,xkn la xpergi an..dpt pengalaman baru aku 1st time naik ERL..kekeke..tp malangnya aku terpergi Shah Alam gak ng spupu aku..kekeke..

arini? 3rd week!..mak sedara aku kt Shah Alam plak wat buke pose..huk3..nak x nak kena la pergi sbb aku ni regular customer..haha..tp ak xnak tido sana coz ade byk sgt kerje!

p/s-nak pergi mid valley dulu,ade Cassie Outing..h0hoh0ho~
Jom Blah.

favourite activity.

what is my favourite activity?
of kos la DOWNLOAD!
dun care donlod ape yang penting i must donlod..
this is one of the way i think my passing time is not wasted..
to actually realize that i used the passing time to get sth downloaded,
i feel good,te ne ne ne ne ne net!(trademark ntv7 0.o?)
ok,dah melalut.

currently i'm downloading a drama,49 days..
actually i got 3 dramas on queue but some great people suggested that this drama wont disappoint me..
well,let see later..hahaha
but  now i'm watching the drama i finished download,Lie To Me..
great drama,but some casts need more practices..
look 'wooden' there..hahaha

anyway,i used torrent now,
i'm no more mediafire ore fileshare or filestube or what-so-eva..
i hate it when they appeared to be interrupted so i used torrent..
it's ok if it's slow or what-so-eva but i feel more secure..

p/s-my lappy has been on 24/7..sometimes i shut it down for a while,yes it's really a while,ok i jz restart it..=P..i know i'm using electricity endlessly,i dunno how my housemates are feeling..they dare to say anything?NOPE,coz i'm the only supplier of korean drama n movies!..LOLXD..anyway,sorry housemates!

kehidupan tidak sempurna.

ramai orang tertawa,
tp ramai juga yang menangis,
ramai orang mengeluh,
tp ramai juga yang redha je lah..

ape pilihan yang kita buat?
andai apa yang kita hajatkan tidak kesampaian..
ape reaksi yang kita tunjuk?
bila doa tidak dimakbulkan..
ape?

pernahkan kita terfikir ade yang lagi malang dari kita?
pernahkah kita terfikir ade yang masih dekat dengan kita?

manusia,tak pernah puas dengan apa yang ia ada..
segalanya harus sama dengan orang lain..
tidak harus kurang dan sebaiknya lebih..
manusia alpa,terpesong dijalanNya..

hanya mencari Allah dikala kesedihan,kesempitan dan kesunyian..
mencari duniawi dikala gembira,seronok dan nikmat hidupnya..
manusia alpa,manusia lupa..
manusia lupa pada yang menjadikan gembira..
kerana itu Allah mewujudkan dugaan supaya manusia ingat kepadaNya..

mencari sinar,bukanlah satu perkara berat..
tetapi berubah,satu perkara terhebat..
hanya yang berkeinginan dan berazam tinggi mampu melakukannya..

bersediakah kita?
BERUBAH?
mencari kehidupan yang sempurna?

Wallahualam.

p/s-refleksi diri yang juga manusia yang alpa.

ketawa dalam geram

alkisahnya seorang budak.
ya,aku cakap pasal budak.
budak kerek,berlagak,n sombong.
tak sedar diri.

bulan ini bulan mulia.

Alhamdulillah..
i'm still fasting till today!..FULL!XD
but unfortunately my terawikh,i missed a few times..
especially during weekend,3weeks means 6days i missed..T_T
but,how it possible to not missed it if i were in Shah Alam every weekend???0.o?

ok,forget abt it..
today,it's the 19th day of fasting month for Muslims..
so,10 days left!..
10 final days are the days waited by all Muslims bcause on one of the day is the day with full of blessings!..
Ibadah on the day is same with ibadah for 1000 months!..
1000 months = 84 years..will u even live for 84 years?naa,dun be so sure..
so that's why,muslims really looking forward for this day..
we dunno the exact day but we know it's on 10 final days and it will be on odd day..
i really dun wanna miss it!..^^

p/s-worry,my habit will change once i'm home at hometown..hope it doesnt happen this year..Amin.

kestabilan mental

mak aku cakap,
biarkan orang nak buat apa pun..
biarkan orang buat jahat..
biarkan orang sakitkan hati kita..
biarkan..
asalkan kita JANGAN buat sakit hati orang..
JANGAN buat jahat kat orang..
JANGAN.
aku igt pesan ma,
aku sentiasa ingat..

tapi,
sampai bila aku nak memendam rasa mcm ni?
sakit hati tapi tak mampu meluahkan..
sedih tapi tak mampu ceritakan..
derita tapi tak mampu tunjukkan..
sebab aku tak nak sakitkan hati orang..
aku hanya mampu biarkan..
dan SENYAP.

dan orang, pandang itu sbgai satu benda remeh..
bukan,org tidak paham maksud kesenyapan aku..
jadi reaksi aku bagai angin lalu..
tiada makna.

aku bukan nak semua buat mengikut kehendak aku..
aku tidak sekerek itu dan aku tidak sehebat itu untuk org ikut jejak aku..
aku cume insan yang ade rsa gembira,sedih dan juga marah!
sakit hati pon tidak terkecuali..

tapi,aku cume harap orang memahami.